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I'm sad and lost.

Assalamualaikum,

agaknya kalau sedih and tak tahu where to turn to, korang pergi mana eh?
kalau dulu dulu lah kan, jay duduk bawah shower nangis sorang sorang, tak pon drive kereta tanpa hala tuju nangis sorang sorang dalam kereta.
but nowadays, i usually calm myself down after prayers. (or with prayers)
settle kan apa yang wajib tu, then bukak lah Al-Qur'an ke apa ke, nangis lah puas puas time tu.
or or, tidur dalam telekung. yang tu nikmat. contohnya sekarang ni :o

lately, rasanya dah kurang lah sikit depression tu,
tapi maybe the pressure of exams kot.
dengan tak pergi kelas and lectures nya.... (ok tu salah sendiri)
dengan external pressures lagi.
and when i feel lost.... i always forget that He is there for me, always.
dulu rasa tak percaya bila orang cakap dekat kan diri dengan Allah ni boleh tenang kan jiwa.
I used to think that getting all the 5 times prayers in a day dah cukup dah.
but things doesnt work that way, you tend to wanna know more.
you tend to be curious.
and now i know why people said that being close to Him makes you feel more secured, more calm.
because I feel that way, and its the truth.

4 comments:

  1. awaaak kite pon sedih harini.thanks for the reminder! :)

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  2. be strong hajar..

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  3. jangan sedih sedih :) im here kalau nak cakap apa apa :)

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  4. and thank you :) insyaAllah i'll be :)

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