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Assalamualaikum,

hi, im mustering my courage to write to all of you this,
i really really want to change, to be a better muslim.
i know, but i cant.
i did change, physically, but never mentally and emotionally.
honestly, im sick of pretending.

and honestly, i still want to change, wanting to be a better me.
i want to keep going to usrah, to tafaqquh, but without the hypocrisy this time,
please, understand what im going thru?

2 comments:

  1. Put your trust in Allah, HE will guide you.
    semakin kita nak dekat dgn Allah, semakin byk Ujiannya.. just dont stop trying... InsyaAllah.

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  2. be strong hajar, yang luar tu senang untuk dihijabkan yang dalam tu take time. Teruskan pergi usrah, teruskan dekati mereka yang u know better in this agama. Sbb kita percaya, kalau kita dekati mereka yang baik2, kita pasti akan dapat kebaikan mereka juga sikit :)


    p:s i dun know if this proper, but jujur i love u as sesama saudara muslimah & for that hajar plis jgn guna gmbr u free hair lagi. Simpan for the right one. He deserve to see it berbanding others guys. :) sorry after all.

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